It's been almost 4 months since my brother in-law passed away. I don't like talking about it. Not at all. I feel like acknowledging it makes it more real, and I'm blissfully living in limbo. Of pretending he's still on base with my sister, and it's just typical army shit keeping him away. Every day life seems so petty, I can't decided if I'm more sensitive, or less. I hate everyone because they're not him... but yet emotional, thinking about how life is only going to bring more pain and loss... so I'm desperately holding onto my loved ones. I'm a mess...Every day wishing I believe in any kind of after life, cause thinking I'm truly never going to be in his presence again is crushing me.
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Life over the last 2 months
This past month
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my kinda place
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More wedding spam
I can't believe I've been married for almost one month💕
Raspberry picking
Fart face is getting married to stink butt in two weeks.
Episode 6; Mila's birthday. My little Jedi had a very action packed birthday.
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Wall decor, succulent tables and live plants by GemsOfTheSoil on Etsy
If only this warm weather would just stay.
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"supermom": loses baby weight immediately, works outside the home, cooks all 3 meals for whole family, prepares packed lunches, cleans whole house, microcleans daily and constantly (dishes, laundry, folding laundry, wiping counters, sweeping, organizing, picking up after children), stays pretty, nurtures and feeds infants, emotionally supports children, brings children to extracurricular activities, puts children to sleep, grooms children, micro-grooms all day (wipes mouths, cleans hands, changes diapers), bathes children, clothes children, shops for children, grocery shops,
"superdad": braids his daughter's hair
Spring 2016
Mila thrives in the spring time.
Rare Polaroids From ‘Return of the Jedi’